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Thursday, December 22, 2005

. A Lump in my Throat .

The issues of choosing frens over the one u luv... how torturing... does it mean tt i can onli choose either my frens or him? Cant i have them both? Frens r important to me as well as the person whom i might spend the rest of my life with. Life is so interesting... juz a week ago this thing happens to one of my galfren, n now its happening to me.

To you:
We've been thru so much together... although we're going thru difficulties now but u still stick around... i noe its very hard for u. All the misunderstandings, ur sarcasm, ur insecurities... as well as u not being able to trust me again... i've learned to accept all of this. But i cant take it if this happens everytime we meet n end up in a fight... i juz want to spend a good time with u.

i noe ur not happy bout giving me freedom... but tt's what i need now... i dun want to be in a position where i hav to choose between u n my frens... true, i meet them more than i see u... but there's nothing i can do bout tt...u said i've moved on... well, maybe... i have changed for the past 3 yrs... i'm not the girl who's dependant on u... i am now a happier person with great frens n i've learned to be independent... maybe i took the independence to another level without knowing it, i'm sorry... I'm juz not ready yet...

But tt does not mean i dun luv u... i've been trying to settle things... between us n also things in my life... how can u say u wanna wait in silence? how can u tel me to call u back when i need u again in my life? U were never out of my life. I was hoping tt by mid of nxt yr, all my problems will be solved... u hav to be patient wif me... n we'll c what happens in the end... but for now, although i'm not ready but i'm still trying...

The lump in my throat seemed to choke me now as i type... i've said before on many occasions tt it'll be the last time i'll cry for u... but its so hard to control these tears... i'm really hurt today... i thought it'll be a fun time tonite... but u shot me wif ur sarcasm... yet again... u spoilt my nite... but ur not the onli one to blame. i shuld understand y ur acting this way... i guess tt's the price to pay for freedom... i love u. n u noe that. now the rest is up to u to decide...

~ Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily ever after ~

. . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Thursday, December 22, 2005


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