...nothing can stop me here with you ♥

Sunday, July 29, 2007

=== TIME AT THE NORTH SIDE ===

Went to his house for the first time, in Woodlands. Rushed there after werk. Bloodyhell it was raining and i was stuck at werk til the rain subsides. Took a cab there, only 20 mins journey. Good. I missed him soo much can.... He was like msg-ing me every now and then asking wat time i'll be reaching. Obviously cant wait to see me too, hehehee.... His parents were also asking wat time i'd be there.

His parents were telling me stories of him growing up and all... Got photos of him in his younger days.. hehehe.. i cant stop laughing la, he was so chubby last time... hehehe, sori la sayang... :P
His dad also shared bout how much they went thru. Very touching. Respect them for wat they did for the family.

After that we all went to causeway point to jalan2 there. Had dinner, walk around, laughing here and there... hehe... His dad always up to sumthing to make us laugh tau. Til bout 10 plus, we decided to head home, coz the nxt day ade race and i'm joining the family to watch. So we went back to his place and i parted from there. And i miss him already....

. . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Sunday, July 29, 2007

Sunday, July 22, 2007

THE FIRST TIME I WENT TO HIS RACE

I was so excited to go to the races! What beautiful creatures horses are. I was actually running late already. Hav to be there by 6.30pm. There were no cab in sight, and to top it all, when i finally got one, the driver isn't sure of the way. And more, got heavy traffic jam!! How to get from Tampines to the Tuf Club in 20 mins??! Panic strikes!
Lucky reach there in time. Met Azrull at the taxi stand thenafter he show me to my seat at the grand stand. It was an awesome overview of the tracks, then even had LCD monitors on each table to see closeups :) I had to be seated alone at the table coz he has to get ready for the race. Its my first time there and its so fun! i saw how the horses got into the gates, and how one of the horse was galloping without a jockey... hehe funny scene. When nearing the finishing point, whoa everyone around me was cheering on their fav horses. The entire air-conditioned area suddenly became from silent to an outbursts of shouts. I was giggling to myself at the sight of it. Finally after he got changed from his race, we went to meet up with his parents who were there too...
I was so not ready for the last min plan, i hav a little pobia with parents due to particular past experience, heh! But i hav to face this prob one day rite... so i juz went ahead with it la. They're very friendly, warm folks. I was obviously nervous and kept quiet most of the time... hehehe. I'm glad i met them la, at least now not so afraid to meet again. First times are always the hardest coz u dunno wat to expect from it. Then we went to the ground level where we can see the horses parade by to the race tracked. They're huge man! I got intimidated for awhile there... hehe.. Aniway he's gonna bring me to the stables one day to really get close with the horses. I can hardly wait!! haha!

We were both very hungry already so bid his parents gdbye, and made our way to cineleisure for japanese food, yummy :) Then we headed to Cathay to watch Order of the Pheonix. I've been dying to watch that movie.. hehehe.. We had a fun time goofing with each other yesterday. i'm so happy :D

. . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Sunday, July 22, 2007

Friday, July 20, 2007

I leave this entry untitled because i'm gonna sumarise what's been going on in my life....

On the 5th of June, i met this guy for the first time. Got to noe him thru Myspace. I now what u guys r thinking, wat the hell was on my mind, meeting strangers from the net. But I was thinking of widening my circle of frens so i agreed to the meeting. Very nice, very gentleman-like, gd sense of humour and really treats a gal with respect. Generally we hit off well from the start. I wasn't very comfortable with his politeness at first. U noe me, i'm very easy going and casual. I'm used to being around with frens who joke and fool around. Can say that we're from 2 different worlds, but that's not a problem. Because we're adapting to each other and now its more relaxed when we're together. Naturally, when two pple get more comfortable with each other, feelings gradually grew. Only thing was that he already knew what he wanted and i was still unsure. I kinda put him on 'pending' mode. I really dun wanna leave him confused... trust me its not a nice feeling to be confused, i shuld noe. But I need the time to think through, if this is what i really want, and most importantly am I ready for a new relationship.

I was thinking... everyone has bad experiences in relationship, i shuldnt let it hold me back from seeking happiness. We learn and grow from these bad experiences. Its really hard to find one that really appreciates who u really are. I dun hav to pretend to be anione. I'm free to speak my mind and act the way i want with him. I dun get discriminated or judged at, which sadly some of MY frens do. He dares to put his feelings forward and goes for it, not giving up easily. Not many guys can do that because of their EGO. I feel a little happiness inside of me after so long. I feel loved. I dont know if i'd ever meet anione who treats me the same way he does. I dun wanna miss the chance of finding out what my future lies with him. After weeks of endless thoughts and realisation, I am falling... for him. I guess am ready for whatever that lays ahead of me.

We had a casual date. Having Banana Chocolate at Coffee Bean, I told him that he's no longer on pending. So now its all up to him to decide what we are. I'd be lying if i said i wasnt nervous. I know he wuldnt disappoint me. On the way home. He asked me. I nodded my head.

- 18 July 2007 - Azrull and Indah got together :)

* to my bestfren Ahmad Salihin - sorry that you had to find out bout this from my blog. Treat it like its payback time. Heheheh :P *

. . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Friday, July 20, 2007

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

- FINALLY -

After one yr of silent wait, i'm free now. I finally noe how u feel, but i cant wait ani longer. So i'm ready to let go now. I dun wanna be that silly gal animore. Dun wanna be part of your games. You dun even noe what u want. But i do, I wanna move on :) Although it was bitter sweet on that last date, i had a great time and i wanna to thank you... It has finally come to an end, i'm free now...

. . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Wednesday, July 11, 2007


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Bloodyhell it was raining and i was stuck at werk til the rain subsides. Took a cab there, only 20 mins journey. Good. I missed him soo much can.... He was like msg-ing me every now and then asking wat time i'll be reaching. Obviously cant wait to see me too, hehehee.... His parents were also asking wat time i'd be there. His parents were telling me stories of him growing up and all... Got photos of him in his younger days.. hehehe.. i cant stop laughing la, he was so chubby last time... hehehe, sori la sayang... :P His dad also shared bout how much they went thru. Very touching. Respect them for wat they did for the family. After that we all went to causeway point to jalan2 there. Had dinner, walk around, laughing here and there... hehe... His dad always up to sumthing to make us laugh tau. Til bout 10 plus, we decided to head home, coz the nxt day ade race and i'm joining the family to watch. So we went back to his place and i parted from there. And i miss him already.... . . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Sunday, July 29, 2007 Sunday, July 22, 2007 THE FIRST TIME I WENT TO HIS RACE I was so excited to go to the races! What beautiful creatures horses are. I was actually running late already. Hav to be there by 6.30pm. There were no cab in sight, and to top it all, when i finally got one, the driver isn't sure of the way. And more, got heavy traffic jam!! How to get from Tampines to the Tuf Club in 20 mins??! Panic strikes! Lucky reach there in time. Met Azrull at the taxi stand thenafter he show me to my seat at the grand stand. It was an awesome overview of the tracks, then even had LCD monitors on each table to see closeups :) I had to be seated alone at the table coz he has to get ready for the race. Its my first time there and its so fun! i saw how the horses got into the gates, and how one of the horse was galloping without a jockey... hehe funny scene. When nearing the finishing point, whoa everyone around me was cheering on their fav horses. The entire air-conditioned area suddenly became from silent to an outbursts of shouts. I was giggling to myself at the sight of it. Finally after he got changed from his race, we went to meet up with his parents who were there too... I was so not ready for the last min plan, i hav a little pobia with parents due to particular past experience, heh! But i hav to face this prob one day rite... so i juz went ahead with it la. They're very friendly, warm folks. I was obviously nervous and kept quiet most of the time... hehehe. I'm glad i met them la, at least now not so afraid to meet again. First times are always the hardest coz u dunno wat to expect from it. Then we went to the ground level where we can see the horses parade by to the race tracked. They're huge man! I got intimidated for awhile there... hehe.. Aniway he's gonna bring me to the stables one day to really get close with the horses. I can hardly wait!! haha! We were both very hungry already so bid his parents gdbye, and made our way to cineleisure for japanese food, yummy :) Then we headed to Cathay to watch Order of the Pheonix. I've been dying to watch that movie.. hehehe.. We had a fun time goofing with each other yesterday. i'm so happy :D . . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Sunday, July 22, 2007 Friday, July 20, 2007 I leave this entry untitled because i'm gonna sumarise what's been going on in my life.... On the 5th of June, i met this guy for the first time. Got to noe him thru Myspace. I now what u guys r thinking, wat the hell was on my mind, meeting strangers from the net. But I was thinking of widening my circle of frens so i agreed to the meeting. Very nice, very gentleman-like, gd sense of humour and really treats a gal with respect. Generally we hit off well from the start. I wasn't very comfortable with his politeness at first. U noe me, i'm very easy going and casual. I'm used to being around with frens who joke and fool around. Can say that we're from 2 different worlds, but that's not a problem. Because we're adapting to each other and now its more relaxed when we're together. Naturally, when two pple get more comfortable with each other, feelings gradually grew. Only thing was that he already knew what he wanted and i was still unsure. I kinda put him on 'pending' mode. I really dun wanna leave him confused... trust me its not a nice feeling to be confused, i shuld noe. But I need the time to think through, if this is what i really want, and most importantly am I ready for a new relationship. I was thinking... everyone has bad experiences in relationship, i shuldnt let it hold me back from seeking happiness. We learn and grow from these bad experiences. Its really hard to find one that really appreciates who u really are. I dun hav to pretend to be anione. I'm free to speak my mind and act the way i want with him. I dun get discriminated or judged at, which sadly some of MY frens do. He dares to put his feelings forward and goes for it, not giving up easily. Not many guys can do that because of their EGO. I feel a little happiness inside of me after so long. I feel loved. I dont know if i'd ever meet anione who treats me the same way he does. I dun wanna miss the chance of finding out what my future lies with him. After weeks of endless thoughts and realisation, I am falling... for him. I guess am ready for whatever that lays ahead of me. We had a casual date. Having Banana Chocolate at Coffee Bean, I told him that he's no longer on pending. So now its all up to him to decide what we are. I'd be lying if i said i wasnt nervous. I know he wuldnt disappoint me. On the way home. He asked me. I nodded my head. - 18 July 2007 - Azrull and Indah got together :) * to my bestfren Ahmad Salihin - sorry that you had to find out bout this from my blog. Treat it like its payback time. Heheheh :P * . . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Friday, July 20, 2007 Wednesday, July 11, 2007 - FINALLY - After one yr of silent wait, i'm free now. I finally noe how u feel, but i cant wait ani longer. So i'm ready to let go now. I dun wanna be that silly gal animore. Dun wanna be part of your games. You dun even noe what u want. But i do, I wanna move on :) Although it was bitter sweet on that last date, i had a great time and i wanna to thank you... It has finally come to an end, i'm free now... . . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Wednesday, July 11, 2007