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Saturday, July 01, 2006

+ + MY LIFE SO FAR + +

So how hav i been so far? well... went through many ups n downs, but now i'm FINE! :D Juz went through a hard time recently. learnt alot bout myself through a gd fren of mine... we talked bout things, laughed together, cried together... made me realise so many things i was blind to see before... thanks alot galfren :)

Looking back while i was going thru the hard times, i realised i was veryhot tempered. i got irritated easily by the littliest things and i show my emotions more... even without realising i'm hurting the ones dear to me. i used to be patient n tolerant.. dunno wat happen to me then... haiz. i even prioritised things which were not even important... and again becoz of tt i neglected frens with the purest intentions to befren me... haiz... I really dunno wat went into me. Why was i so blinded?

Everything came to me like a slap across my face, jolting me awake... U may think tt they r ur true frens. but hey... when there r new ones, the old ones r left back on the shelf. Onli then u see their real colours. Who is being truthful & sincere nowadys? Frens talking behind each other. Fren who say they stand by u but at the end ur standing there alone. Frens who go back on their words. Enuf said, i trust u get the picture now. Welcome to the ugly side of frenships...

I dun understand y some pple r so afraid of wat the future brings. Isn't life all bout taking risks? Why cant they juz be true to wat they r feeling n stop hiding them. Ur hurting pple as well as urself do u noe tt? U deny infront of others, but act differently when they're not around. Wat r u trying to tell me? How am i supposed to noe?? Assume? Well, it'll make an 'ass' out of 'u' n 'me'. Stop denying n dun make ur actions n words controversial. Juz tell me the truth. Wat's so difficult! Nvm, i've decided to let it drop n rest.

So do u guys kinda get a grasp of wat i've gone thru so far? yup... tt explains the delays in entry updates... For now, i wanna sincerely apologise to all my frens. Those who i unknowingly hurt their feelings. I'm sorry if i lost my temper at ani of u... Showed ani disrespect to u in ani way... My deepest apologies for neglecting u bunch of great-to-hang-out-with people... I'm sorry... I'm saying i'm perfect now, i'm onli human... but i am trying to be a better person everyday. Coz i'm still learning more bout myself with everstep tt i take... but i'll always be smiling :D

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Enough dwelling on wat's passed... It's bout the moment now. I've started working... Skool's started too (but i'll be done in a month, heh!). I've cut my hair shorter... lost my curls too. Maybe its a symbolisation of new chapter in my life... hah! Watever it is, i like my new look :P Alrite then... i'll c ya around my frens! tata... :)

. . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Saturday, July 01, 2006


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