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Friday, July 20, 2007

I leave this entry untitled because i'm gonna sumarise what's been going on in my life....

On the 5th of June, i met this guy for the first time. Got to noe him thru Myspace. I now what u guys r thinking, wat the hell was on my mind, meeting strangers from the net. But I was thinking of widening my circle of frens so i agreed to the meeting. Very nice, very gentleman-like, gd sense of humour and really treats a gal with respect. Generally we hit off well from the start. I wasn't very comfortable with his politeness at first. U noe me, i'm very easy going and casual. I'm used to being around with frens who joke and fool around. Can say that we're from 2 different worlds, but that's not a problem. Because we're adapting to each other and now its more relaxed when we're together. Naturally, when two pple get more comfortable with each other, feelings gradually grew. Only thing was that he already knew what he wanted and i was still unsure. I kinda put him on 'pending' mode. I really dun wanna leave him confused... trust me its not a nice feeling to be confused, i shuld noe. But I need the time to think through, if this is what i really want, and most importantly am I ready for a new relationship.

I was thinking... everyone has bad experiences in relationship, i shuldnt let it hold me back from seeking happiness. We learn and grow from these bad experiences. Its really hard to find one that really appreciates who u really are. I dun hav to pretend to be anione. I'm free to speak my mind and act the way i want with him. I dun get discriminated or judged at, which sadly some of MY frens do. He dares to put his feelings forward and goes for it, not giving up easily. Not many guys can do that because of their EGO. I feel a little happiness inside of me after so long. I feel loved. I dont know if i'd ever meet anione who treats me the same way he does. I dun wanna miss the chance of finding out what my future lies with him. After weeks of endless thoughts and realisation, I am falling... for him. I guess am ready for whatever that lays ahead of me.

We had a casual date. Having Banana Chocolate at Coffee Bean, I told him that he's no longer on pending. So now its all up to him to decide what we are. I'd be lying if i said i wasnt nervous. I know he wuldnt disappoint me. On the way home. He asked me. I nodded my head.

- 18 July 2007 - Azrull and Indah got together :)

* to my bestfren Ahmad Salihin - sorry that you had to find out bout this from my blog. Treat it like its payback time. Heheheh :P *

. . . a life of mine that only you can complete . . . ♥ Friday, July 20, 2007


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